I finally accepted the fact that I have severe depression and anxiety. I have been in denial about how bad it really is, because my family and friends have always said it wasn't as bad as i thought. I convinced myself it is just a phase, and that I would grow out of it.
It;s been about three years since then.
Over the last couple of months I have relized that it IS bad. Maybe worse. I have never been suicidal before, but now I find those thoughts popping up in my head more and more.
So I just came on here see if I could finds friends, ppl that understand what this feels like, and ppl I could talk to about it.
Thanks for listening