My "depression" probably began in the 6th grade, I was fat, unsociable, awkward, unmotivated, etc... pretty much anything you could not want to be- I was.
point is I am now a 19 year old sophmore in college- and my once mild depression has turned into me "constantly" hating myself. I always want to die.
I honestly can't even continue writing this because I feel like every word I type makes me sound like more of a worthless douchebag.
hopefully the people here will be supportive and eventually i can find the help I need.
Nice to meet you.
Just a thought- even when I'm depressed- I hold everyone I feel needs help on a pedastal. If anyone ever needs anything- feel free to contact me.